-The silence takes it toll- is named after the lyric part from the song „sway“ by the former band lostprophets. It’s a try with this chapter to bring the complex topic of pedophilia and hebephilia and abuse closer, in a objectiv ,sensitive way, without whitewash it. And fight with that decision against abuse.

I choose this title not because of the case of ian watkins much more i think, if things get judging in a blind way, things keep going bad. 

I am not a psychiatrist and this chapter is created with help of Books. it’s just my point of view and reflection of our time, the church, beauty ideals, related to pedophilia & hebephilia and what i read in those books.

I try to open this topic to speak more open about it and i try to search an understanding why these things exist.

selection:

„Ecclesia de occultis non iudicat“

Pencil on paper

32 x 24cm

2026

this chapter comes with an artistic essay

2025-????

in progress